Letter to him..

I was damn bored.... so, i wrote to him.


Dearest Abang,

Waalaikumsalam....

I`ve found the e-mail that you wrote to me. I guess i have not been checking my e-mails regularly these days. Too preoccupied with other stuffs, if you know what i mean :) I hope things will be better in Petronas. I know you love being what you are. I guess sometimes its the frustrations that make it feel unworthy to do what you are currently doing. I feel the same way too.

I`m on-call today. I was quite busy earlier on, was on my feet all morning. But most things are settled now. Just waiting for any emergencies that might crop up.... touch wood!!

So, i`m quite bored. The TV in the ward is not working. Couldn`t get in touch with you, i`m assuming you`re still at the camp. Too lazy to go home. I heard that one female doc was robbed in the elevator a couple of nights ago. Sounds scary, but don`t worry, i`ll be ready with the pepper-spray.

I`m just reading my own blog, admiring it like what you always do.... kekekekeke :P. We have lots of things in common, don`t we?? I guess that is some of the things that attracted me to you. We are similar, but not the same.

I smsed kakak this morning. I guess she`s more ready than me about this relationship thing. I`m sorry, but sometimes i do have doubts. And guess what, when i switched the tv this morning around 6am, there was this Kisah Benar. The story was about a guy who married 2 women, but was irresponsible. The wives berpakat, and gave a taste of his own medicine. Haaaaa.... ni yang nak komplot dengan akak neeiiiii...... :P

It is difficult to be fair, Abang. Bukan calang-calang orang yang boleh carry out the task. Sorang pun payah, inikan pulak nak layan kerenah 2 orang. But if you`re responsible, and you care about both, then kakak and me will help you through. You have kakak as your pillar, and i need both of you to be mine.

Remember what i wrote in my blog?? One is just nice, 2 is a handful, 3 is hazardous, 4 is hara-kiri. And me alone has proven to be quite a handful for you already. Can or noooooot???

Take care of yourself. Asyik sakit kepala je ni, i`m a bit worried. Abang berpanas ke kat kem tu? Maybe you need a CT scan or something? Tak elok asyik nak makan Imigran aje.

Kirim salam kat kakak ye...

Love you lots...


Wassalam.


Mimi