Saturday, April 09, 2005

A New Beginning...




He came back. He came back for me….

He made his promises, and he kept it….one of those that he managed to. I was happy. For those few wonderful days, I was extremely happy. My feet were not touching the ground. My brain was dizzy, doing triple-loop-spin-twist-spin ala figure skating. My lips never failed to smile. His voice echoed with my laughter. The sky never looked prettier even when it rained cats and dogs. Even the polluted KL air, hazed or not, smelled like spring blossoms.

We talked, chatted, wrestled, fought, made up, talked, fought again, and made up again. We shopped, drove around, ate seafood and steaks. He visited the place I grew up in, and the people that matters most to me. He played with Misha and Memeng, even got scratched by Yibbe.

He found out that I am a tough strong woman, who is capable to pin him down. He even wanted to arm wrestle with me, to prove I was wrong. I let him win :P, of course.

He also discovered my stubbornness, my determination, my hardest core camouflaged by my grace and softness. I, on the other hand, found his goofy side, his playfulness, his logics in analyzing things, his outlook on life, things that he held dear to his heart…..

We explored deeper into our feelings. We found each others secrets, the things that made us who we are today. We talked about the future, we made plans, we prayed and hoped, keeping our fingers crossed. We learnt to love each other more…

But good things do come to an end, especially when you are having the time of your life. The days passed in a flash, the nights were just too short. Is this a start of a wonderful beginning??

He gave me a stalk of rose when he arrived, he left me in tears when he departed…

Has it ended before it even started?? I don`t know. I don`t care. I am happy, for now... and that is all that matters.

8 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

'He found out that I am a tough strong woman, who is capable to pin him down. He even wanted to arm wrestle with me'

My God Doc, Hansac is a married man. DOn't you think his wife would be very hurt with the things you wrote. If you are not yet his 2nd wife, touching him is haram. So sad...

8:34 PM  
Blogger marina said...

What i wrote in the blog is partly fiction, and partly true, and mostly is just my imagination :)

Apasal nama si Hansac ni termasuk dalam comment ni weeeiiii???

9:33 PM  
Blogger Anonymous said...

mimi, you punya tangan memang kuat :)

actually, i sajer je bagi you menang

...(now see what happens ;) )

11:00 PM  
Blogger marina said...

Riza: Mana tak kuatnya, angkut cat`s litter 5 - 6 bags naik apartmen, satu dah 4kg tu. Cat`s food 10kg satu pack, beras lagi... buku lagi.... adehhh dehh dehh deh..

6:33 AM  
Blogger munirah hayati said...

marina mimi, i dont know who missy is but i guess even outsiders pun can make the connection between you and hansac. it's not rocket science. if you try to hide it you can't express your love 100%

it's a natural thing for women to flaunt the love in her life. we take to the wedding rings & the 'Puan' title better than our male counterparts.

take care & good luck

12:49 PM  
Blogger marina said...

Nyonya:

Thank you. I think i`m wise enough to weigh between the good and the bad. I`m a libran. I almost always think about other people`s feelings and views before embarking on any task or journey.

As for my case.... the questions had been asked, the consent obtained, the plans made, and no hard feelings among all parties involved. I write about things that carry much meaning to my life, be it my love, my work, my cats, my happiness, my doubts, my mistakes, my frustrations....

At the end of the day, we are all nothing but HUMAN.

7:44 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i would have guessed as much mimi :) btw, i saw your cats pix kat hansac's photoblog - kecik2 lagi eh? i prefer rabbits though

2:48 PM  
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