Monday, February 21, 2005

A confession by an addict...

To love is good, to be loved is even better. That`s as far as the saying goes. Have I ever been in love?? Yes and no...

From the past relationships, I don`t think i`ve ever been REALLY in love. Sure I did have that warm, funny, fuzzy, cloud nine kinda feelings when I was in then so-called relationship. But were they just infatuation? Lust? Sexual curiosness? Momentary lapse of insanity? It ended far too soon everytime, for me to find out the answers.

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Some people are lucky in having found their true love. Some find this task a lifetime journey. Some already have it but take it for granted. Some would sacrifice, even die for it.

Sometimes love just tap you on the shoulder when you`re not looking. Sometimes it keeps running away, deluding your sanity, disappearing from the corners of your conscience.

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Being in love gives you that sense of belonging. Tells you that your existence is acknowledged by someone. That you`re worthy enough to be loved by another human being. That you`re a significant entity amongst the sea of people.

Tells you that you matter.

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Buses & Trains
by Bachelor Girl
album:
Hey Mom
Why didn't you tell me
Why didn't you teach me a thing or two
You just let me go
Out into the World
You never thought to share what you knew

Chorus
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again

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Yeah…… Falling in love does feel like that.

Some people couldn`t resist chocolates. Some people couldn`t stop puffing ciggies. It`s bad for you, but u keep wanting more. Despite the emotional turmoil, the feel good feelings surpass all.

Is it just a phase, till i find my ‘true love’? Is it an obsession? Is it infatuation? Is it foolishness??

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My name is Marina… and i`m addicted to LOVE

5 Comments:

Blogger Sunfloraa said...

My question to you would be.. Do you love yourself first?

11:02 PM  
Blogger marina said...

Of course, love thyself first :)

8:15 PM  
Blogger Yam said...

Ahh.. Mimi.
That song brings back memories..

Been too long since I heard that one :) (Maybe after this can ask MP3 from my brother LOLs..)

SunFlora, if we don't love ourselves, how is it possible for us to love others, eh?

And hence, I tell you girls, I do love myself :D

10:55 PM  
Blogger marina said...

Yeah, an old song but sorta relates to me :)
I`m sure all of us love ourselves

11:05 PM  
Blogger marina said...

Yeah Psychy..... it doessss feel good while it lasts. It reaches a level beyond comprehension and imagination. Mysterious. Unpredictable. Euphoric. :)

3:57 PM  

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