Being single....
Just got back from sunday rounds....
Called Mak this morning.... she still hasn`t given up her futile attempts to hook me up with some guys who of course are up to her 'standards'. Never failed to ask about my exes' and the probability of reconciliation which of course is nil. My cousin who is currently jobless is getting married. My other cousins who are much younger than me.. are married. What`s left of our family are those still schooling and even those in IPTs have bf and gf. Mak`s friends are mostly past the phase of marrying the kids off and now counting granchildren phase instead. I think she`ll be reaching the panic button soon. And abah... the coolest abah in the world. Once he gave me a phone number from a classified ad... lonely doc seeking friendship... urrgghhh excuse me abah.... I think Mak got into him too....
What`s so bad about being single?? I do agree... single, independent and happy is a questionable phrase. But it`s possible to a certain extent. Been independent all my life... err well almost... abah sometimes comes to the rescue.... love u abah :) Hey... i managed to fix my own sink, assembled my own computer... changed the doorknob... fixed the bed and drawers... blistered my hand from srewdriving the computer desk.... done lots of DIY.
Yeah... it does get lonely at times especially when u live alone. No man is an island... and this island is still recuperating from its worst tsunami.... Thank god for the cats. They make wonderful companion and entertaining. They do come with some responsibilites but better than staring at blank wall and idiot box all night.
Talking about cats, i watched misha and memeng playing this morning... chasing after a fake mouse held from the rope. I like to swing it around and they`ll chase like crazy. After a while it reminded me of something.... ME. Been chasing after something fake all this while. Within reach perhaps and yet it kept getting away.... The delusion of someone good for me out there?? Hmmm.....
Been in love... out of love (or whatever my interpretation of love was at the spur of the moment), been wooed and jilted, been rejecting and rejected.... been there, done that...... So what else is there to do?? I`m tired......
I think i`ll just continue living till the next tsunami strikes in.....
Called Mak this morning.... she still hasn`t given up her futile attempts to hook me up with some guys who of course are up to her 'standards'. Never failed to ask about my exes' and the probability of reconciliation which of course is nil. My cousin who is currently jobless is getting married. My other cousins who are much younger than me.. are married. What`s left of our family are those still schooling and even those in IPTs have bf and gf. Mak`s friends are mostly past the phase of marrying the kids off and now counting granchildren phase instead. I think she`ll be reaching the panic button soon. And abah... the coolest abah in the world. Once he gave me a phone number from a classified ad... lonely doc seeking friendship... urrgghhh excuse me abah.... I think Mak got into him too....
What`s so bad about being single?? I do agree... single, independent and happy is a questionable phrase. But it`s possible to a certain extent. Been independent all my life... err well almost... abah sometimes comes to the rescue.... love u abah :) Hey... i managed to fix my own sink, assembled my own computer... changed the doorknob... fixed the bed and drawers... blistered my hand from srewdriving the computer desk.... done lots of DIY.
Yeah... it does get lonely at times especially when u live alone. No man is an island... and this island is still recuperating from its worst tsunami.... Thank god for the cats. They make wonderful companion and entertaining. They do come with some responsibilites but better than staring at blank wall and idiot box all night.
Talking about cats, i watched misha and memeng playing this morning... chasing after a fake mouse held from the rope. I like to swing it around and they`ll chase like crazy. After a while it reminded me of something.... ME. Been chasing after something fake all this while. Within reach perhaps and yet it kept getting away.... The delusion of someone good for me out there?? Hmmm.....
Been in love... out of love (or whatever my interpretation of love was at the spur of the moment), been wooed and jilted, been rejecting and rejected.... been there, done that...... So what else is there to do?? I`m tired......
I think i`ll just continue living till the next tsunami strikes in.....
posted by marina at 7:30 AM
Just a comment.